I actually don’t know.
Whether this feeling are hurting me or make me happy.
Cause once again, I fell in love with 2 persons.
You know, I can’t erase this feeling, a feel that I want everybody to love me. Because I think, love from my family isn’t enough to satisfy me. I need more and MORE.
I hate this. Why I never feel enough to love just one person? WHY?
And why I can’t love myself? I don’t like my body’s curve, I hate that I am fat, I don’t like that my lips are not sexy enough or I hate that my stomach are big. WHY? Why I always feel that everything isn’t enough? WHY?