I actually don’t know.

Whether this feeling are hurting me or make me happy.

Cause once again, I fell in love with 2 persons.

You know, I can’t erase this feeling, a feel that I want everybody to love me. Because I think, love from my family isn’t enough to satisfy me. I need more and MORE.

I hate this. Why I never feel enough to love just one person? WHY?

And why I can’t love myself? I don’t like my body’s curve, I hate that I am fat, I don’t like that my lips are not sexy enough or I hate that my stomach are big. WHY? Why I always feel that everything isn’t enough? WHY?


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s